Laura Croshaw Carlson




A LIFE WELL LIVED

LIFE HISTORY OF LAURA CROSHAW CARLSON
Compiled by Laura C. Carlson and her daughters, Wilma Helmandollar and Ruth Lamoreaux c. 1962
(Edited by Grandson, KC Colaianni, 2016)


I was born in Oxford, Bannock County, Idaho to Thomas and Louisa Lloyd Croshaw.  I was the sixth child in the family of seven.  My father was a sawmill worker.  The first home I remember was in Goose Creek in Cassia County, Idaho, west of Burley.  The first church I remember attending was in Pocatello, where my father had gotten a job and was a foreman for the plumbers and pipe fitters for Union Pacific Railroad.

My dad was called by the LDS Church to lead a group of people to colonize Goose Creek.   Being a lumber man, his job was cutting lumber for the pioneers’ homes.  When he came from England, he settled in Mendon, Utah.  He brought his bride from England and lived in a dugout in Mendon.


Sawmill in Logan Canyon where the lumber was cut for homes in Mendon and Logan (c. 1880 – 1889)


   

Threshing grain in 1887, Mendon, Utah.

 Pocatello main street 1898.

My first school was in Pocatello in a red schoolhouse on Front Street, which is now Harrison.    The school was next door to Cook Drug, where we bought our slate boards, chalk, erasers, pencils, and paper.  I think I was nine or ten when we moved to Oxford.  I earned money delivering milk for my parents who had a large herd of cows.  Some of those cows were killed when the wondered onto the railroad tracks.

After my maternal grandmother’s death, we moved to Oxford.  Dad built a house for us there.  Later the Cox lived there, across the road from the George Baker place.   We then filed a homestead on Creek, which was the old original Gamble’s home on the west side.  Granddad went to work for the railroad in Pocatello. Mother stayed on the farm and raised a garden of mainly potatoes and onions.   I remember how hard we all worked at harvest time.

I will always remember that mother had me on her lap on the running gear while Dad was driving a team of oxen.  We drove through the creek, the trees heave with chokecherries, which hung in clusters all around us.  I made such a fuss that Dad stopped and broke some branches for me.  I must not have been any older than two years old.  All my life, I have remembered those oxen teams driving through chokecherry trees.  I always loved picking buckets of chokecherries.

We had moved to Pocatello off the ranch.  The ranch had a house, sheds, and a fence to surround it all.  After we moved, someone stole all of the materials on the ranch.  This had been the second home we had, because after grandmother’s death, we had to move my mother back to Oxford.  After the living in the second dugout home in Mendon, Dad built a one-room house with an attic.
In Pocatello, our church was a log building.  I used to take the other neighborhood kids to Sunday School with me.  I once won a book as a prize for have a perfect attendance.  The Bishop was Bishop Cannon.

Our first Christmas in the log church, we had a tree and a special program.  My sister, Ann, and I worked and earned enough money to buy our sister, Susie, a beautiful doll.   Later, Ann worked for a whole day to purchase a dress for the doll.  It was the prettiest doll on the tree and the two of us didn’t get a thing for Christmas.  We were broken hearted, Grandma sent Grandpa to get us something.  Later that night, he had laid out some beautiful little dresses trimmed with sea shells for Ann and me.  We were so proud to wear them.

 
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other, Louisa, bought the homestead acreages herself.   Pocatello at that time was only a shanty town.  Our first home in Pocatello was a shanty.  Dad traded that house for his brother, Ben’s, property in Oxford, which was known as Round Grove.  We were all very disappointed.  We moved when I was about nine.  The house in Oxford was a built of logs and was two room frame building.   We were all pretty unhappy about the move.     
We came down from Pocatello to Oxford on the train.   Dad was the boss and he had moved us there, but mother paid off the mortgage on the homestead and paid all the bills.  Dad continued working at the railroad in Pocatello while the rest of the family moved to the ranch in Oxford.  He would come down on the train and walk from the Oxford depot to Round Grove.  He was a real English gentleman walker.

The first school in Oxford was a one-room building where Annie Boyle was the teacher.  Later the community built a two-room house in Red Angus, which was the Olson’s home on route as we would go into Oxford from the old store.   After having Ms. Boyle as a teacher, I went to the Swan Lake school, so the I could attend with Willie Gambles, my sister, Nellie’s, son.  My sister Susie and I would ride horseback to school every day.  George Fisher taught us for one year and Laura Fisher taught us the next year, so her husband, George could go to Boise in the state legislature.  I also went to church in Swan Lake.  I returned to the Oxford school after two years in Swan Lake.

I was baptized into the Mormon church when I was ten years old in Oxford.  I took a winter course at Brigham Young school to complete the eighth grade.  The next year, the church arranged for teachers and passing the eighth grade in Oxford.   I took commercial arithmetic instead of algebra, because algebra was too easy for me and commercial arithmetic was much more practical.  The returned to BY the following fall, finished that year, and started the next.  I remember attending with O.D. Hendricks and May Coffin.


Dad was still working for the railroad when he had decided to build our new home in Oxford.  Mother went to work as a cook for the railroad men.

I attended school regularly until Christmas of that year when I became seriously ill and had to return home.  I had a really bad sore throat, but the holidays were wonderful and I went back to school.  However, then I became really sick and the doctor told my parents that I had inflammatory rheumatism.  When I went home from school, my mother had to peel my stockings from my legs because my legs were so swollen.  I hadn’t planned on anything special, but I wanted an education and was disappointed when I was sent home.
Note:  Proof Papers
The Homestead Act required the claimant to file proof papers. These documents asked questions along the lines of "what improvements have been made" and "when did you establish residency"; questions whose answers offer us information about the daily details of life of this family at this time in their lives. We discover what crops were planted, the number of acres, and the worth of these products in the dollar value. 
One of the questions "are you a native-born citizen of the US..." would lead the astute researcher to a new location of research. If the claimant was an immigrant, a citizenship paper would provide the court, county and state granting citizenship, or a copy of a declaration of intent, providing another location to do family research.
There were fees to be paid: a fee to apply for a homestead, fees for the land office officials to perform their tasks; fees for translators, so the land is free, but the homesteader certainly had to come up with money to pay the filing fees.
A homesteader needed money to purchase work animals, milk cows, farm tools, materials to build the buildings, and living expenses, so this was not a "free" activity. Many a claimant gave up when it became too much for the unprepared settler.

When we had proved on the Gamble’s place, we rolled all of or necessities, dishes and silver, in the bedding and rode a freight train to Oxford from Pocatello.  Mother, Susie and I walked to Chokecherry Ranch.   We slept all night there, then walked to Aunt Ann’s at Round Grove to spend the day.  The next day, we walked to Aunt Solina’s, and the next day to Uncle Charlies, south of Oxford.  We hadn’t seen our Aunt and Uncle for a long time.


We had to spend our nights on the homestead to prove up.  When we finally went back to Pocatello, Mother stopped at Mrs.  McKenzie’s to visit.  All at once, Susie and I heard the train and started running.  As soon as the trainmen saw us, the stopped and waited for us to board.  Of course, we knew all the railroad men.


Mother cooked for the men on the outfit cars starting in Bancroft, Idaho.  Susie and I joined mother in helping her cook.  Dad piped the water from the hills west of Bancroft.  We also did the laundry for the railroad crews to make extra money.  We did as much as possible to send money home to pay for the new house in Oxford.


We would travel from Bancroft to Green River, Wyoming.  We would shop at J.C. Penney’s first store in Kemmerer, Wyoming.  Dad encourage his men to buy their clothes from there because Penney was a Mormon.  I do remember that Susie and I were guests at the Penney home in Kemmerer for Sunday dinner. They had little money at that time and their furniture was packing boxes, including the dining room table, which was a large packing box.  Mrs. Penney was expecting their first baby.   Later, we learned that Mrs. Penney and the baby died during delivery.

(First J.C. Penney store was opened in Kemmerer in 1902)
I had a boyfriend when I had to leave Oxford to go to Bancroft for a job.  He got a job working for my father’s crew on the railroad.  He worked until the railroad required all the workers to be vaccinated for small pox.  This was during a time when many people were afraid of vacations.  He refused to be vaccinated and so, lost his job.  However, many of the other men lost their lives.  He did, however, return to Oxford, where he was called on an LDS mission to the southern states.  He went to Preston to take a missionary course.  He had given me an opal engagement ring.  While he was on his mission he contracted pneumonia after having gone swimming on a hot day and not changing his wet clothes.  He died.  The day he died, the fit of the ring was tight and I couldn’t wear it.  It snapped into pieces.
We had lived in about twenty places over the years, but we always attended church services.  I was just a kid, but I was give the position of Assistant Secretary of the Sunday under the lead of Stell Fisher and Jo Boyce, who was the Superintendent.  I was working in Bancroft, when I learned of Jo’s death.  I went back to Oxford to attend his funeral, but then had to return to work in Bancroft. 
We would entertain the Mormon missionaries wherever we lived, but they often stayed in the railroad outfit cars with the workers. 

We continued to work in Bancroft on the railroad until our house was finished in Oxford.  Then, Dad was hurt in an accident in the Pocatello Railroad yards.  He was down in a trench when a switch engine rolled overhead and hurt his back.  He had worked for the railroad for seventeen years, but they laid him off.  We all had to move back to the ranch.  We had very little furniture and just the necessities which he had purchased in Pocatello.

That summer we milked cows and sold the milk.  Dad and I painted the house the summer.  First the color was yellow, ocher with cream color trimmed with light green.  Oh, how I thought it was beautiful.    When we finished the outside, we started on the inside.  We sanded and varnished the living room and dining room.  We painted one of bedrooms and the kitchen in cream and green.  My mother’s room was pink and Susie and mine was blue.  Later, John Lloug and I did wallpaper in the house.  I had seen a new home in Pocatello, a real snazzy place.  The dining room was red with a white ceiling and a gold border.  The living room was dark green.  We tried to copy my dream house design without success, but it didn’t turn out the way I had hoped.  Maybe we had purchased cheap wallpaper.

About this same time, I was working as a house servant for several people.  I went to McCammon to sew for Mr. Henry O. Harkness.  He was a prominent citizen and owned the McCammon Investment Co.  After working there for some time, I went to Salt Lake to live my sister, Susie, who had gone to work for Mrs. Ann M. Cannon.  Mrs. Cannon was the editor of the LDS Young Women’s Journal.  Susie and I worked keeping house.  I learned a lot about cooking and took a cooking course from Miss Van Cott.



Susie got a job as a milliner (women’s hats) at ZCMI (Zion’s Cooperative Mercantile Institution, a business owned by the LDS Church).  I went to work at Auerbach’s Department store in Salt Lake.

 

Following in the footsteps of his brothers Frederick and Theodore, Samuel Auerbach left California's gold fields in 1865 for Salt Lake City where he was greeted by a mud wall fringing the city, another family store, and a view that profoundly stirred him.

Designed in 1853 with auxiliary gates and bastions, the city's bulky fortification was meant to surround 16 miles of territory — but stopped short at six miles — to protect folks from potential marauders.


"The wall was broken in many places," Samuel wrote in unpublished memoirs. "But when we passed beyond it into the sacred city, never did I behold a more beautiful or welcome sight."

Samuel recalled "streams of crystal clear mountain water rippling down ditches alongside the sidewalks," planks that bridged ditches and "stoops that assisted ladies alighting from carriages, buggies, or wagons." The 132-feet-wide dirt-packed streets raised dust in dry seasons, bogged down when wet and accommodated oxen teams and covered wagons turning around without causing mayhem.

"It left a vivid impression upon my mind," Samuel wrote.

Traveling by mule train and a mountain schooner filled with merchandise, Frederick arrived earlier in 1864 looking for shop space. He became acquainted with Brigham Young, president of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and with his help leased a small adobe cabin on the west side of Main Street. Frederick repaid the Mormon leader's generosity by contributing an entire stock of much-needed medicine to an ailing congregation.

The brothers reinvested in their store, moved to larger accommodations and built the formidable retail establishment, F. Auerbach & Bro. They worked predawn hours to midnight and carried a mixed stock of goods from hardware, fare and furnishings to hoop skirts. They traded in furs and hides, sold gourmet salt in signature bags, and cornered a market by marking down calico yardage from 80 cents to 50 cents. Outside the store, they displayed modern tin bathtubs long before there was plumbing, and hung "produce" signs for teamsters seeking consignments for westward destinations.

"When out-of-town customers came in, it was customary to permit them to sleep in the store aisles or on the counters," Samuel wrote. "Wearing boots and clothing, they'd sleep in blankets taken out of the stock for the night and returned after they had risen."

Business was rarely accomplished with cash. "It was mostly charge, due-bill, or barter," Samuel explained. "I remember Fred impressing upon a clerk to 'make out a charge, even if the store is burning!' "

From the start, Frederick and Brigham Young formed a lasting friendship that endured the bitter struggle between Mormons and Gentiles and the dreadful 1866-1869 boycott sanctioned by LDS Church officials that threatened the future of Gentile-owned businesses.

Some LDS leaders perceived increasing numbers of non-Mormons in the Utah Territory as a threat to Mormon autonomy. They adopted a resolution pledging its members be self-sustaining and shop only at LDS-sanctioned stores.

After the murder of two non-Mormons — an ex-Army chaplain married to an apostate's daughter and a doctor who managed a non-LDS Sunday school — Gentile merchants were overwhelmed with concerns about business and personal safety. Some felt forced to carry guns; backed to the wall, some fled the territory; most moved to the booming Gentile city of Corinne in northern Utah.

The brothers operated branch stores throughout the state including Corinne and Promontory. They purchased real estate and invested in other holdings. They also eliminated their logo from boxes and bags so no one could trace orders back to their store.

"Loyal Mormon customers, threatened with excommunication, shopped secretly at night by way of the back entrance because they dared not be seen," Samuel wrote.

Challenging the prevailing adversity, F. Auerbach & Bro. became one of the oldest department stores in the West. Only after 120 years did the doors finally shut, leaving fond memories for those fortunate to have shopped at Auerbach's on the corner of State Street and 300 South.


I worked as a dressmaker under a French modistè (women’s fashion) and a tailor.  When I tried out for a permanent job, I was required to press a skirt.  I was very nervous and frightened, but the modistè was very pleased with my work.  I went to work in ladies dressmaking.  One of my highlights, was tailoring a suit for the king of Sweden.  However, both Susie and I eventually came back to Oxford.  Susie started a millinery shop in Oxford.  My daughter Wilma, eventually went to work for her.

My brother, Will, was a foreman for Mr. Harkness in Oxford.  Leonard Carlson worked for my brother.  While it seemed that I had always known Len, I didn’t really know him personally.  The first I really remember of him was when he took us in a buggy to the Hadley boy’s mother’s funeral.  We were at Grandma Carlson’s one day, while we were stating at my sister, Ann’s.  Len bragged to the boys that he was going to walk me home.  I didn’t know about the bet and sneaked out the back door.  He caught me and won his bet when he walked me home.  Later that night, we both sat with Violet when she was very sick.  After that, it was real romance.  Len sort of took matters into his own hands and he was the boss from then on. 
We were married on February 17, 1909, twelve years to the day after my Dad was killed in a snow slide on Oxford mountain above Clifton, Idaho.  We were married in Pocatello by Milo Hendrick.  The following April, we went by train to Salt Lake to be married in the Salt Lake LDS temple.





A memory from Ruth and Wilma:  Apostle Harold B. Lee and his wife came to Len’s funeral.  Apostle Lee spoke as Len was raised by Apostle Lee’s parents after his parents had passed.  President Lee had to leave right after the funeral because he had to catch a plane in Salt Lake for a church assignment.  He later became President of the LDS church.  President Lee was also a school teacher in Oxford and taught Herman Helmandollar, husband of Wilma. 

Ruth said:  I remember him kneeling at Mom’s side in the front room and saying, “Laura, Dear, Dear Laura.”
Later Laura said to her daughter, “Wilma, just think, an Apostle of the Lord knelt at my feet.”